Something I've been thinking about..

So, turns out i posted my blog on facebook, some people probably found it funny and feel the need to laugh at me but to be honest, I really could not care less, I am bored and if you're reading this you obviously enjoy my blogs or your just a nosey bitch ahhaha.

I'm really annoyed. I have had these fake nails for like 2 weeks and they all look good except for one of my thumbs.. one of them fell off.. so now I feel inclined to rip them off but that would hurt and then I think my nails would just look uglier? Hmm, I guess i'll just leave them..

I guess i'll just continue talking about my life. It's going okay at the moment, I mean, I'm stuck with the biggest dilemnia (is that how you spell it..? I've always been a terrible speller) of my life of what exactly I want to do. To be honest, I'd just love to work and earn money and not have to stress about assignments or exams but hey, subway isn't gonna be doing me much good in 20yrs time is it...Not to mention, I have worked there for 3 years already. 3 YEARS! I am so curious as to how many sandwiches I have made over those years.. thousands probably..

Anyway, back to my life. Something, or rather, someone, has been playing on my mind for weeks now and to be honest I never really think it will go away. No, I am not inlove. I just miss my dog Toby. I don't remember life without him other than the past year. You know how there's that saying a dog is a man's best friend, or whatever it is? Well why is it gender specific! I'm a girl and i miss my dog like crazy, he was my best friend and I loved him SO MUCH. I think the saying should be altered, but anyway.. He was always there, whenever I came home. He would run to the door. If I was asleep in the morning, he would stratch and whine at my door until I woke up. He would cuddle up to me wherever I was and if I was in my room he would always be there because I was the only one who would let him sleep on my bed. I miss him so much. A few months ago I had a dream about him. And I swear it was like his spirit or whatever coming back to me. I dreamt that when I came home, he ran up to me at the door, but in my dream I knew he was dead so I just ignored it, thinking that I was seeing things. Then I realised he was actually there and in my dream I was crying and cuddling him because I was so happy yet so sad at the same time because I knew he was dead. It was seriously one of the most emotional dreams of my life. I don't think many people can relate to me. I just love animals so much I don't know why. Ask Ariel, she will tell you how excited I AM to see her dog Nina when I come visit haha.

It's really weird once people, or animals, are gone out of your life how different things change. To be honest, I never really thought a dog would make me that much happier but just having a little happy creature around lightens the mood of the house and yourself, despite whatever mood you are in. They can never do anything wrong really, it's not like they can say the wrong thing to you or betray you. You are their owner so they have no reason to hate you. They will always love you. I guess that's why I like them so much - who doesn't want to feel loved?

I just realised it was 12.18am, luckily I don't start university until 11am tomorrow :)

I will post more tomorrow.
xoxo
Kelface

My very first blog..oh how exciting!!

Okay so my amazinggg friend Anthea in New Zealand started posting her little (or should i say long?) blogs onto Facebook.. of course, me being the awesome person I am, I read them and became very interested. This made me think, hey why not start my own blog.. it's not like anyone will really read it..

This is me (on the left).. Kellie, with my twin sister Meags. Yes, we are twins. No, I'm not joking .

What exactly do you put in your first blog? I mean, do I tell you my whole life story or just about my day? Because my life story could take a veryyy long time. Hmm, on that note let's just go with my day!


I suppose I should tell you a little bit of background information before I do that though...
I am currently studying Pharmaceutical Science at Griffith University, Gold Coast. Throughout year 12, I was dead set on doing Pharmacy, I was so happy because I was one of the only ones who knew exactly what they wanted to do! Well, that certainly didn't last...Once I got to university the first few weeks were okay, but then i started to become very stressed (as ya do!) and started questioning whether or not Pharmacy really was for me. Did I really want to spend 4 and a half years doing my masters of a course, just to end up in a Chemist? hmmm... I completed my midsemester exams and really did not want my results back...


Turns out I just passed 2 of them, aced one of them and failed the other. This has really hit me hard. Like seriously, why do we have all this pressure put on us at the age of 18?! This is meant to be one of the best years of our lives, I mean, we can go clubbing, drink alcohol (not that I didn't do that before) and do all the fun things we want to do. Yet, we also have to do the dull boring things like STUDY! I have already been studying for 13years of my life, why the hell would i want to add another 4.5 years? that's almost 20 years of my life just gone of fricken study!!!


Anyway, this has lead me to the conclusion that I probably won't be completing pharmacy.. why?
1 - i clearly suck at it
2 - i do not have the patience or time to spend 4.5yrs studying
3 - i am not enjoying it as much as i should've
4 - i want to work with kids (oh yea, i forgot to mention that.. I love kids, i could spend all day with kids. i can't wait to be a stay at home mum, well actually, i can and WILL wait because i am soo not ready for that just yet lol)


I thought I was meant to be telling you about my day? whoops, looks like someone got carried away!
This is what happened today:
I had uni at 11am however I missed one of my lectures yesterday so I was like, oh i'll just go to the one on thursday morning at 9am.. So i get to uni at 9am.. walk in the class and am hit with this massive heat wave of stuffiness. Has griffith never heard of aircon? I continue walking until I practically stumble over people sitting on the floor.. That's right, SITTING ON THE FLOOR! who wants to sit on the floor of a lecture theatre for 2hrs!?
So. Me being the productive person I am, I go to the library and study in there instead. At 11.30am I went and got some lunch because I didn't really have breakfast so I was hungry. I got this yummy as thai beef red curry. It wasn't exactly what i'd call red but it was still enjoyable...
I studied at uni until 2pm then gave up. I wanted to go home, I wanted to watch tv and I wanted to sleep.
So that's exactly what I did!


And now i'm here, writing a pointless blog that has gone on for wayyyy too long.
Talk to you soon lovely's!
xoxo
Gossip Girl


haha just jokes
it's only me, Kel